Saturday, November 26, 2011

Today is an example of a day we all wna chill at home & just read a book.
Atleast for people like me. Reading a book might seem nerdy!
But honestly, it's kinda fun. Depending on the book you borrow!
I love reading chick flicks & those romantic stories in US or Paris.
Makes me forget the world & feel like im one of those characters!
Somehow, romance just doesnt get to me anymore.
Maybe because i dont exactly believe that love even happens to me.
It sucks to have liked two people, only to find out that it didn't mean a thing at the end.
For someone who doesn't fall in love easily, it was hard for me.
So is it surprising to know that i'm actually kinda upset that the guy i liked is attached now?
Not that i still like him but it still hurts. Maybe it isnt just meant to be.
Whatever it is, i got immune to the feeling. I just can't see any guy in that way anymore.
My friends say the one isn't there yet. But is there really the one?
Call me pessimistic but i don't believe in it for myself.
Currently, i don't need a guy or love. I just wanna study hard & be successful.
I wanna have enough cash to travel the world! Ive changed a lot.
From that girl who thought love was everyth to a more realistic one.
Honestly, i dont know which one i prefer but what i am now is definitely much better!